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Monday, March 17, 2003

Lately I've had all these feelings going on that I can't quite put my finger on. It's like I'm feeling stagnant & bored & also this sense of anticipation all rolled into one. I don't think I'm depressed, I'm actually feeling better now that the weather is warming up. And I'm not UNhappy, but I don't think I'm really happy either. I don't feel much of anything, just kind of blah. I'm about to get fired at work and I don't give a damn. At least it'd be something different. I need a change.

I applied to UNF last week, they're just waiting on my transcripts & then I need to do the financial aid forms. I think that will make me feel signifigantly better. I do not use my brain enough, I can feel it turning to mush. I do not have enough intelligent, quality, adult conversations. I need an identity outside of "Maggie's mom".

Tina 11:07 PM

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I'm Tina, glimpse my world. I'm a single mom, divorced, had to move home with the parental units (who are slightly insane), I have OCD, & I can make a short story long. View my profile here: http://www.blogger.com/profile/1096509 If you would like to contact me it's teanahbean@yahoo.com