3cubed

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

 
I Can't Sleep!

Since I can't sleep & I received two inquiries today as to why I have not updated lately, I guess I will write a little. For two people who have never met, Eric & Holly are oddly in sync as to when to hound me about writing here. Ok back to my sleep issue...

What the hell is going on? I laid in bed for an hour & could not fall asleep. Same thing last night, it was sometime between 4 & 5 am before I drifted off. This is something that just does NOT happen to me. I am the girl who can fall asleep anywhere, anytime; I once fell asleep in the dentist chair while he was drilling in my mouth! And no it wasn't Nitrus, it was novacaine. Maybe I have finally repaid my sleep debt that has been accumulating all these years. Maybe it's increased anxiety due to decreased medication (OCD). Maybe I'm being overly analytical as usual & it's simply sexual frustration.

I received a call from Bobby this morning informing me that he was on his way to rehab, I spoke with his sister & confirmed he was telling the truth as she took him there. So no more annoying phone calls for a while, YAY! I also spoke with his mother & she told me that she is paying his past due storage fees & I am going there with her on Friday to get my things out, & she wants to get some family antiques. We're going to leave his things for auction.

Since I will be getting my bed from storage, I have decided that it's time Maggie went back to having her own room. When we first moved in with my parents it was supposed to be temporary, but since I have decided to go back to school, we will be here a while. She was not really happy about it, saying that she likes to sleep in the same room with me, but I told her she could paint her room whatever color she wanted & that she can go from sleeping in her toddler bed to a "big" (single) bed. So now she's excited. She wants either a pink or purple room and Hello Kitty sheets for her new big bed. I tried to talk her into Power Puff Girls, but for some reason she's set on Hello Kitty.

As of Thursday, I will no longer be a redhead. I going back to what I think is my natural color, or close to it. I've been dying it so long, I'm not quite sure. It will be similar to Maggie's color, light brown with goldish highlights. I'm kind of scared, I've been red so long people think it's my natural color. It might look weird.

I have a test in 6 hours! I'm now going to read, maybe that will put me to sleep.
Tina 3:26 AM