3cubed
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Movie quote of the day:
Larry: How did he taste?
Anna:It tastes like yours, only sweeter.
--Closer
Song of the day:
Damien Rice - Blower's Daughter
Here it here http://www.warnerbrosrecords.com/damienrice/
Both movie & song of the day are from Closer which I saw tonight and highly recommend. It was...how do I describe it? Intense. It was about complexity in relationships, lots of dialogue, and a good soundtrack.
The semester is over, although I still have one paper to write which was actually due today at noon, but it's for a research project I've been working on for the past year and since there are like 3000 variables, and no that's not a typo and I'm not exaggerating, there really are three thousand variables, and I'm having trouble creating graphs with all those variables, my professor will cut me some slack. Now I must seriously concentrate on studying for the GRE and applying to grad schools. I'm now leaning towards New Orleans. I think it will give me the diversity and culture I want but it's still southern and WARM. I'm also considering Austin.
Ok lets see, update on my life...Will & I made up. We went out & had a few beers right before Thanksgiving and I basically told him that I reacted hastily when I said that we couldn't be friends anymore. I just needed to take a step back & analyze how I felt about everything. Which is basically that I kinda of understand what he means when he says that he loves me but not in "that way", but as a friend. You know me, I'm in love with being in love and I think I liked the "idea" of us more than anything else. He is the kind of guy that I like and our kids love each other and we get along so good, so it seems like it should work but, there's something missing. I guess it's the chemistry that just isn't there. I compared it to how I feel when I see Zane (yes I know, I need to get over that, because there is SO nothing there. I'm trying ok!) Whenever I see Zane, my heart starts beating really fast, I get butterflies in my stomach, and my skin feels all tingly, but I've never felt that with Will. I still don't like Will's new girlfriend though. But that has nothing to do with him dating her. I've never liked her and he knows that. But I told him I would make an effort to be nice to her.
I wish sexual orientation was a choice because I think I'd choose to be a lesbian. I went out the Friday after Thanksgiving with a bunch of people and the club we went to had these girls dancing (no it wasn't a strip club), one was blonde, the other brunette. So we're all yelling at the brunette & tipping her, she was HOT! And later she came over & was talking to us & thanking us because she said the blonde usually gets all the attention and then she & I went to go dance together & she was all rubbing all over me & I thought damn I can get much hotter girls than guys, I should be a lesbian. But alas, I am quite fond of the penis. And just as gay people can't make themselves straight, I guess I can't make myself a lesbian.
Tina 1:58 AM
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I'm Tina, glimpse my world. I'm a single mom, divorced, had to move home with the parental units (who are slightly insane), I have OCD, & I can make a short story long. View my profile here: http://www.blogger.com/profile/1096509 If you would like to contact me it's teanahbean@yahoo.com
